Praying for Baby Stellan

God has really laid on my heart to pray for this precious little boy Stellan. I have been reading his mom's blog for a very long time and have fell in love with this sweet baby who was born with a very serious heart condition. I often participate in his moms NOT ME MONDAY posts but thought it best not to do that today and just ask every one to please pray as his condition is very bad and deteriorating quickly. To read updates head on over to www.mycharmingkids.net
We are dealing with our own illness with Morgan right now so this is short but I wanted to get it on here.

an anniversary of sorts

I wish so badly that I had a picture on this computer of this anniversary I am referring to but I do not since its a brand new computer. Hopefully though I can dig one up and get it on here soon but I did not want this day to go by without mentioning that today marks the 7th anniversary of Morgan becoming a NICU graduate and finally getting to join us at home.
I remember how happy and terrified I was at the same time that she was coming home. She had to come home on a heart/apnea monitor and she remained hooked up to that for 7 long months.
Our journey has been so hard and little did we know that what we thought was the end of her struggles by being released from the NICU was really just the beginning. I love you Baby girl!

It's my birthday and I will cry if I want to!

Why would I cry on my birthday? It started out nice getting to watch my friend Stacy's beautiful girls who I love so much but then got depressing when the place we thought we would be moving to turned out to be the biggest crap hole EVER!
I know we need to get out of here. There was a huge fight with the in laws on July 5th.
I have not blogged in so long I will have to back track later.
I really thought this trailer was going to be the answer to our prayers when Brent's coworker sister passed away and his family was selling her place dirt cheap.
Dirt cheap is all we can afford but dirt cheap in Delaware means well you get Dirt.
Oh how I long for my 2,200 square foot house in PA back. Which was dirt cheap but wonderful. I don't regret being here in Delaware. I know we moved here for Morgan's benefit and since finding our church I know this is where God wants us but I am praying and praying for a place of our own. Selling our house was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do and I can't help but ache for it sometimes.
I am trying so hard to keep faith but its so hard in this situation because I wonder where the money is going to come from so we can afford a place here. At this point it will take a miracle. Of course I know my God performs miracles everyday.

Daily Bible reading 6/28/09-7/04/09

6/28/09
1 Samuel 9
Isaiah 53
Revelation 15,16

6/29/09
1 Samuel 10
Isaiah 54
Revelation 17,18

6/30/09
1 Samuel 11,12
Isaiah 55
Revelation 19,20

7/1/09
1 Samuel 13
Isaiah 56,57
Revelation 21,22

7/2/09
1 Samuel 14
Isaiah 58
Matthew 1,2

7/3/09
1 Samuel 15
Isaiah 59
Matthew 3,4

7/4/09
1 Samuel 16
Isaiah 60
Matthew 5