Tuesday, July 14, 2009

It's my birthday and I will cry if I want to!

Why would I cry on my birthday? It started out nice getting to watch my friend Stacy's beautiful girls who I love so much but then got depressing when the place we thought we would be moving to turned out to be the biggest crap hole EVER!
I know we need to get out of here. There was a huge fight with the in laws on July 5th.
I have not blogged in so long I will have to back track later.
I really thought this trailer was going to be the answer to our prayers when Brent's coworker sister passed away and his family was selling her place dirt cheap.
Dirt cheap is all we can afford but dirt cheap in Delaware means well you get Dirt.
Oh how I long for my 2,200 square foot house in PA back. Which was dirt cheap but wonderful. I don't regret being here in Delaware. I know we moved here for Morgan's benefit and since finding our church I know this is where God wants us but I am praying and praying for a place of our own. Selling our house was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do and I can't help but ache for it sometimes.
I am trying so hard to keep faith but its so hard in this situation because I wonder where the money is going to come from so we can afford a place here. At this point it will take a miracle. Of course I know my God performs miracles everyday.

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